My second Mother's Day and I'm still not looking forward to it. My SO will be out of town my mom…

My second Mother's Day and I'm still not looking forward to it. My SO will be out of town my mom lives in another state this year and my grandma is in Canada on vacation. I don't think that I will ever celebrate this celebrate Mother's Day. Just like I'm not going to celebrate any other holiday that doesn't revolve around my kids 😒