I got home from work at 1:30am. I nurse the baby, climb in bed, struggle to fall asleep, my SO finally rolls over and cuddles up to me, I knock out, baby wakes up 5 minutes later, SO leaves for work at 4:30 waking me up on the process, baby is wide awake at 5:3p refusing to nurse on my left side which is engorged and hurting. now I suspect I may have a clogged duct, and I need to have both kids out the door at at the babysitters by 9am and drive 30 minutes back to work.
I can't handle today....
So I have issues sleeping and the new nurse came in woke me up to tell me they are switching when it clearly says not to wake me!!! Ugh
I’m so tired but I can’t sleep. Every time I lay the baby down he wakes up after like 10 minutes. 😴






Got to the hospital at 4 am to start my pitocin, well.. I was put on the drip at 430 am , and was 4cm dilated and 80 percent effaced, an hour later. The nurse came in to check me, hours later, and I was at 6 cm. I got the epidural at 6cm.. But it didn't work for me, no more than 20 minutes later, I couldn't take the pain, I was screaming and crying.. And felt everything.. most terrible pain ever, I called for my nurse to come in and she checked me again, said I was ready to deliver, babys head ...
need suggestions....
So at work we have a drink thief. Any time we put a drink in the fridge it disappears. I swear I know who it is. So far he's taken drinks from everyone that works in the office, we even put a sign to not take anything you didn't pay for and wrote our names on the drinks. The person I think is taking them works out of the office so we never get to see who is drinking them.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...