I know this is hella random, but I literally pray everyday for my little nugget to go full term and…

I know this is hella random, but I literally pray everyday for my little nugget to go full term and be healthy because I can't imagine how much of a wreck I'd be if my baby was born at 28 weeks like myself or even earlier. Things have been smooth sailing thus far thank god but you just never know. I know babies can grow up to be perfectly fine and healthy even when they're born in the 20-somethings week mark (living proof) but just knowing that that's not the case for every baby born early and that some don't make it is kinda nerve-wracking (and yes I'm aware that there are full term babies that can still be born with complications and not make it which is also really nerve-wracking). When I was born I was only 2 lbs 8.5 oz., wasn't breathing on my own for a while and had a few other little health hiccups causing me to stay in the hospital hooked up to various machines for about a month after I was born. I don't know where moms or just parents in general find the strength to be able to see their babies like that but I have so much respect for them ❤️ (I have hella respect for all moms obviously, but preemies and moms of preemies hold a special spot in my heart).