i'm not used to depending on anybody. since baby is still in the hospital I've had to depend on my…

i'm not used to depending on anybody. since baby is still in the hospital I've had to depend on my bf & my family and It's honestly killing me. I know she's a preemie and I know I will have to stay home for a while when she first comes home but I want to work so bad. it's just so much that I want to give her. i had a really good life growing up. i want that for my baby.