I can't belive I let my husband do this to me. sleepless night for me from the day my daughter was…

I can't belive I let my husband do this to me.

sleepless night for me from the day my daughter was born ( 2014).

she wouldn't sleep at night so I use to hold her on my chest than she got used to it witch meant no rest for me.

Than when she turned 1 her father got her used to sleeping with us in our bed. (I can't belive I said okay to that).

than I got pregnant with our son he sleeps just fine and in his crib, my daughter still is sleeping on our bed she kicks me during the night and I can't breastfeed my son in the same as she sleeps bc if I fall a sleep she my kick her brother while switch sides.

she doesn't sleep till like 12 midnight or later on top of that she wants me next to her or she will wake up 5 mints after I move from the bed. Instead of me doing some house work I can't.