Okay so I had my baby April 22.. Didn't get to see her for hours, finally seen her and every night after that for about 30-1hr she was in special care. & I had a lot going on with my health. I was released the 25 and still went & seen her, up until the 27th Now I'm back in the hospital and she's home with family.. I haven't seen her in 6 days will she remember me? Its killing me idk how long I will stay in here!! I just want to die like now!!! She's going to cry when I hold her 😔