has anyone recently been left by their husband out cheating or doing drugs and have kids and not…

has anyone recently been left by their husband out cheating or doing drugs and have kids and not know how to restart your life again going through divorce n custody battle rn this just happened to me and I need people who understand to talk with our 1yr anniversary was supposed to be on the 23rd and he left us yest I filed my divorce n custody papers court wed we been together 9yrs off and on and have 4 baby's and one coming July 16