There's not much advice anyone can give me...but I'm starting to feel really anxious and depressed.…

There's not much advice anyone can give me...but I'm starting to feel really anxious and depressed. My bf is never home anymore cause he's working, trying to get money together for us. We're supposed to be moving but it seems he just keeps changing plans on us. First its this place, then its that place. I just want to get everything done and move NOW! I'm so stressed cause I can't nest like I want to. I want to have AJs room set up before he gets here and it seems like I'm gonna be doing it at the last minute. I know he's coming real soon. Everyone tells me that FTMs usually deliver later than their due date...But something in my gut tells me he's gonna be early. Especially if I'm gonna be this stressed out. I've been in tears all morning 'cause there's nothing I can do but play the waiting game. I just don't wanna worry about all of this. I'm ready to just curl up and go back to bed...which will only make me feel worse when I wake up. I hate this!!!😢😢😢😢😢