I think it's so odd that when I think about labor this time, instead of fear of birth itself, I…

I think it's so odd that when I think about labor this time, instead of fear of birth itself, I really worry about "I'm so exhausted, how will I find the energy to push a baby out" I said that to my husband and he looked at me like I'm crazy! & I really meant it it's a legit concern of mine, I guess if I'm not being specific I'd just say, I'm afraid I won't be able to do it this time. 😣 that worries me cause I had my other 3 kids vaginally and the thought of a c section terrifies me. I'm also terrified of the epidural again cause of my last experience! So I'm hoping I can do this vaginally and without the epidural but then I'm scared what if my body can't handle the stress of child birth since I wouldn't have the epidural?. I'm such a mess this time around and usually, I don't worry about the enviable! He's gonna come out how he wants I can't stop that, so I need to stop stressing, but the closer it gets the more worried I become.

Anyone able to calm me down, talk some

Common sense into me? I have no reason to think anything bad, I'm just being paranoid. 😣