Hi all, my son was born 4/30/16. He ended up aspirating meconium. He's been in the NICU In the respirator. It breaks my heart to see my baby suffering. They are telling me that he is doing a lot better but when I see him he is breathing rapidly. I haven't been able to nurse him and or carry him for too long. I obviously can't sleep thinking about him and praying he is better ASAP!! Everyone please say a little prayer for my Joshua! Mommy loves him and can't wait to finally be able to nurse him and fill him up with kisses!!! Thank you all in advanced.