Well i have a early "RANT" ladies. Im 18 years old alright, its hot as hell in my room i took a…

Well i have a early "RANT" ladies. Im 18 years old alright, its hot as hell in my room i took a shower oiled myself and went to sleep(NAKED) 😑 My mother has her friend hear from where ever (i never met him) ! but he takes it on himself to walk his happy go lucky ass in the back open my closed door (lights off) i know the difference between my mother opeing to someone else. So my door is opened i realize its not my mom and im like "Who the hell" i get up as soon as he leaves out and put on my robe and go to my moms room. It Pist me off bc my mother said oh well he's never been hear before i dont give a flying fuck. my baby sisters dad used to bother me at the age of 8 you know i dont like that no guys in the back man no no no. Now i cant go bck to sleep bc i dont feel safe even though my door is locked now . I wanna cry bc im that upset. I want to sleep, i protect me and my sisters.. and im having a lil girl you got me fucked up i NEVER WISH FOR ANY LIL GIRL TO GO THROUGH WHAT I WENT THOUGH 8-13 YEARS OLD NOR EVEN THE FOLKS WHI SEEK TO DO ME HARM ...(Starts to cry)