Im ready to see, hold && love on my baby.! But im no where near ready for her. Its alot that has to…

Im ready to see, hold && love on my baby.! But im no where near ready for her. Its alot that has to be done before she's here. Getting a car is not gone happen unless God just sends one from heaven. Between paying bills nd trying to keep up a house hold man i swear sometimes I feel like ill be better off by myself.! Nd i can't move until she's good and here just so i can have help.! With her. Lord knows i need a much better paying job.! Every Time I turn around something gots to be paid. For all this I could've stayed my ass in Birmingham.! Jesus please fix it

And no i don't need advice. I was just venting.!