I wish my child's "father" would just leave us alone. All my daughter is to him is something to brag…

I wish my child's "father" would just leave us alone. All my daughter is to him is something to brag about and that pisses me the hell off because she is SO SO SO SO much more then that and doesn't deserve to be treated like a damn item to brag about. He has met her ONCE and hasn't done shit for her. And then expect me to send him her foot and prints so he can get a tattoo. HOLD THE FUCK UP! You want to get a tattoo of a child you don't even give a shit about or do shit for? Just to get fucking attention. Not happening.

When he was he all he did was take pictures and freak out when she would poop and spit up because he was worried about his fucking clothes getting dirty. Like seriously? How about seeing if SHE is okay worry about HER clothes can be replaced. My child cannot. And then when he left saying he is gonna miss her and shit but took him a damn week and 2 days to even ask how she was doing. Why do I have to jump when all of sudden my daughter is convenient enough to ask about?

I know later down the road replying and sending him pics of her when he asks will benefit me when she ask about him and she'll see he still put in NO effort. But gosh it is so damn hard!! I just wanna change my number. Just glad he doesn't leave in the same state.

One day hopefully I will meet someone who loves us both and takes her as his own and be a great dad to her. But right now it's just gonna be my peanut and I for a long long time❤️