So I'm going through a lot right now. My bipolar depression has taken control. I'm signing the baby…
So I'm going through a lot right now. My bipolar depression has taken control. I'm signing the baby over to its father when it's born. I don't feel the baby would be safe with me. ): trying to seek help and it's not working out so well. Will probably have to wait till after baby is born to get help and get on medication. Which only means it'll be longer till I can have my little one back in my life. Father is not liking any of this. He wants us to be a family, but unfortunately that's all he's focused on. He gets upset when I don't talk to him, and we're not even together right now. All he talks about is how upset he is that it seems like we won't ever be together again. Which honestly pisses me off. That's not the issue right now. My and baby's health is the priority. He can't seem to get that through his head. ):
Crystal·
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sounds like he is trying to be there to help you get thru this as a family instead of you alone. support is the best thing you can have
Brianne·
Мама дочки (2 года)
@last synsmommy2016, I can see why you think that. But any time I come to him (I called him up crying and bitching about something that upset me horribly) he turns the convo straight to our future together and "when you move in" etc etc. instead of helping me calm down, or anything like that he's upset that we aren't together. And the other day he called me while I was in the shower and left me a voicemail saying if I don't get my shit together then we will never be together and he "understands depression is unpredictable or whatever but this is ridiculous" /: it's annoying and it hurts my feelings. No matter how many times I try to explain to him that I just need space. I don't even talk to my best friend anymore. I'm just so focused on my 2 year old as a distraction.
Brianne·
Мама дочки (2 года)
@kasynsmommy2016, idk what it did when I tried to take you. That was weird.
Brianne·
Мама дочки (2 года)
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Brittany·
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Weather your pregnant or not you should be able to find a counselor or someone like that to talk to instead of having to wait until the baby is born. If you wait that long it's just going to get worse and be a much more longer process than you want it to be. I had to go talk to someone before I got pregnant and it helped a lot without any medication and now that I'm almost through with pregnancy my doctor wants me to start going to another counselor now so I don't get postpartum depression. Don't give up on trying to get help. && sit down and really think about wanting to sign your rights over. Even if the father tries to talk about yalls future together now, he could change his mind by the time the baby comes without you knowing and then once you sign your rights over it will be extremely hard and a long process if you decide to try an get your rights back. && he would be able to fight it al the way so you couldn't get them back. @briannedenay
Crystal·
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@briannedenay, he should definitely give you some space but he not understanding the whole picture either which doesn't help
Brianne·
Мама дочки (2 года)
@Britt16 if need be I'll simply just let him take the baby without paperwork. Cause if I'm not pulling any legal bs with him he shouldn't need "permission" to take the baby with him. Since he's the father he would have right to do whatever with the baby.
Brianne·
Мама дочки (2 года)
@kasynsmommy2016, I've tried telling him all of this too and for some reason it doesn't make him understand ANYTHING
Crystal·
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@briannedenay, don't give up though. block him if you can. find someone to talk to and don't give him the baby. I believe you can get the help you need without all that.. those kids need their mom esp the 2 yr old.