An anxious mess already today!!! Aubrie is at that age where main stream America thinks time for me…

An anxious mess already today!!! Aubrie is at that age where main stream America thinks time for me to leave her and go to work😫😫 I may not be going to the actual job today but I have an interview and I'll be away for 6 hours! That's the longest since she has been born I'll be away. This work situation has been a mess since I got pregnant. A ton of treating a woman like she is crap just cause I'm a woman in a mans job (world)! But back to leaving my baby, OMG I can't even handle it I was even a big jerk to my SO last night freaking about it which I feel awful but this is really hard!! Pumping this morning I got 5 ounces and I cried entire time. HOW DO WE DO THIS!! I want to live in that country where they pay you a year of maternity leave!!