have to rant, but it really upsets me that my fiance works all day like twelve to thirteen hour…

have to rant, but it really upsets me that my fiance works all day like twelve to thirteen hour shifts all week long long except weekends and the only time he's home he always finds an excuse to leave me here alone once again with the dog, puppy, and our son and he knows how stressed I get cause I'm constantly either with the dogs to let them use the potty or with my son cause he's fussy and then when he's home he wants to go straight to bed and including the weekends I'm up with the baby nonstop I haven't had a second to myself he could at least help me through the night sometimes or on the weekends cause I sure as hell didn't make him by myself. but yet he expects me to straight up marry him on Monday (not that I don't want to) but there's gonna be some changes made before anything my son only gets quiet when his daddy is around too ! so this freakin sucks .