so, I talked to his mom after my appointment this morning and she said she went through the same…

so, I talked to his mom after my appointment this morning and she said she went through the same thing with her oldest son's dad. and that he'll come around once the baby gets here. that's too damn long! I wish he would "come around" now. doesn't he feel sad not being around his baby? like, I'm not even myself without this man. everyone can tell I'm not really happy. I just want these feelings to pass. we make progress and talk just to take 5 steps back and start all over. why is he so stubborn?! this is so frustrating. I just want my family back. I want my man back.