I've got 25 days left and my hubby thinks I won't even make it 2 weeks because I'm dilated 1 cm as of Monday and her kicks are getting painful and every now and again I get this really sharp pain in my cervix and I think that's my mucus plug detaching.
So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.
I don't think she gets it. I swear sometimes I just need to renew my policy to not look at the comments in Facebook. I never used to. I don't know why I started. But the ignorance is real.
I think this will be my LAST baby. My boyfriend is up there in age 🤷🏽 ♀
Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Venting: My doctor has been wanting me to get a hysterectomy since after I had Josiah because all the pain I have in my uterus and it gets worse with each pregnancy and with every period I’m in excruciating pain 😖 he thinks I have endometriosis but I haven’t had the surgery yet to see, but he says my uterus is so bruised and scarred that he thinks the pain will only get worse.. he’s done multiple ultrasounds to see if anything else could be causing the pain and he said with each one he sees more scarred tissue.. I didn’t know they could see that by ultrasound but I guess, anyways long story short I’m really thinking about getting the hysterectomy... I’m so torn because I still want another baby but I just want this pain to be gone, I’ve been leaning towards the hysterectomy more I just don’t want to regret it 😔
