When I first met Aidens father , I fell so deeply in love with him so fast . It was like falling in…

When I first met Aidens father , I fell so deeply in love with him so fast . It was like falling in love for the very first time . Like my heart was pounding , I smiled at EVERYTHING , lol . Those tummy butterflies are no joke man . We've been together for almost 1 year . & I realized how much I need to get my shit together. On July 6, 2015 I remember he cooked dinner for us , & we went & made love for the very first time lol & he gave me a Michael Kors Watch & told me that he had fallen so deeply & madly in love with me . & he had asked me to be his girlfriend 🙈👫❤️ then he mad me promise to him to never EVER feel like I wasn't good enough for him . & Jesus , I break that promise everyday . Because I don't . I feel like he deserves so much better than me cuz well I'm a mess. But that man of mine fights so hard to keep us together & I end up wanting to let go after every argument. But I really need to stop that . I want to MARRY this man one day ! & in marriage you can't keep running ! I really have to stop running away from our problems & fix them . He's the missing piece to my puzzle . & I am still so crazy about him till this day ! ❤️