Im getting depressed. Even though pumping doesnt tell your true milk supply,i have seen a major…

Im getting depressed. Even though pumping doesnt tell your true milk supply,i have seen a major decrease when i pump. Im pumping 1 1/2 oz ea. Normally if he feeds from one then i will put him on the other,then come back to the first later on,i would still have plenty of milk.Kai doesnt feed the normal 2-3hrs,more like every 30 mins,so i feel like i shouldnt be decreasing. but now,if i do the same,i dont hear him swallowing. Im trying fenugreek and mothers milk tea,i dont see a difference. i think my BC has something to do with it,but im not sure. Im not ready to give up,i want to go until he turns 1...i just need some encouragement.