Awe girl u can't give up=\ yes it will get better, u sound like me, I am emotionally done too but don't want to give up just because I know one day me and my boyfriend will b blessed with miracle baby just like u will b blessed with miracle baby <3 ;* and then think when your miracle baby is born when they turn five years old u can tell them everything u went through to have them with u stay strong love & hugs <3 <3 @patientlywai8n