midwife was pretty pointless to be honest. she basically made me feel like shit (not that I wasn't…

midwife was pretty pointless to be honest. she basically made me feel like shit (not that I wasn't feeling like shit in the first place) and she said she's not going to bother making any more appointments for me as I see the consultant monthly. To add to the stress my daughter cried and kicked up a fuss through the whole appointment - so now I need someone to come to appointments with me to entertain Rose but then who?! I am literally on my own all the time and my husband can't take all that time off. I dread to think how I will cope with newborn twins and a 13 month old who seems to get going through the terrible twos early 😢😢😢 🙁🔫