Can't sleep, don't want to sleep, I hate Josh's friend with a passion..
Keeps asking if I love my dad, asking why I don't put the girls on tv, why I no longer have Facebook, and how much I want for my girls..
He's driving me crazy but of course he's staying the night because Josh told him yes without talking to me or his grandpa first..
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Thanks everyone for the prayers unfortunately I don't think there's anything else that can be done
They gave me an epidural and we're just waiting now. They asked if she's born do I wanna hold her until she passes. I don't understand why this is happening. I don't want watch my little girl die. This is unbearable.y heart is breaking my poor baby girl. I'm so sorry baby.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
The life of having a man that don't mind cleaning going out to get you what ever you need an want an take care the kids on a daily basis OMG I couldn't ask for more!! My man is not perfect but he's good enough for me. #feelingsleepy #nowready #tocuddle glad I don't have to clean 🙌 💛 🙌
Judge me all you want BUT wtf is it about pregnancy that makes me so insanely flirtatious and turned on by women. Like..I don't care if my man ever touches me, I just want to be with a woman. 😅 He's always said it was okay, but..I've never found the write one to chill with. Small Towns suck..