u probly just needed a boy to show u love u never felt that's wat I was told but God bless u n ur lil family congratulations n good luck trying to find cute boy things cuz I have no luck lol
I was the same way I wanted a girl but I think I was just more scared of having a boy because I felt he would be more attached to me then his daddy n I didn't want to let him down but I'm beyond happy n I no God will always have my back