Why is my mom so adorable, she's pretty much the only other person I vent to about my child's father…
Why is my mom so adorable, she's pretty much the only other person I vent to about my child's father (besides all of you wonderful mommies) so she knows the toll it's taken on me emotionally especially since I was so invested in the relationship and trying to make it work and she can relate with my dad (even though he wasn't anywhere near disrespectful, they just didn't work out the way they thought they would and amicably separated (they're still married on paper) and are still great friends and still do some couple stuff). I'm just sitting in our living room (probably a little visibly down) and she comes up to me and gives me a box of chocolates with a smile on her face, I literally wanted to just burst into tears (probably partially hormone fueled tears) lol yeah they're just chocolates but she's been there for me so much and sometimes knows me better than I know myself and I couldn't imagine my life without her or going through this without her. I know it hurts her to see me have to go through what I'm going through with this asshole and I wish she didn't have to some days because I know as a parent she wishes she could make the pain go away and feels so helpless and that the chocolates were a tiny way of her saying that, and I know I haven't met my little nugget yet but I can only imagine how I'm going to feel when my child is in pain (emotionally or physically) and pray that it never has to endure what some of us mommies/mommies to be have experienced with some of these scumbags we've encountered.