God is getting rid of everyone negative in my life, I know he's fixing my life up right now and…

God is getting rid of everyone negative in my life, I know he's fixing my life up right now and opening my eyes. I recently ask him to and bam, I catch the love of my life of 4 years having a secret relationship with the next door neighbor out of all ppl and yeah I'm hurt but he's replacing that sorry excuse of a man/father/friend and blessing me with a child I prayed for and a good friend I abandoned because of that "relationship". like wow. God is good. I felt lost because I thought I'll be doing it alone but now I know!

it's crazy, I loved that man. he will never find someone who loved him and cared as much as I did... he will soon find out. but damn this hurts and I know I have to stay strong for the sake of my unborn son but wow I never thought this would happen for me, 21 single and pregnant when I was just 21 engaged with a family of two step kids and a fiancé. damn! pray for me.