the two main people I did talk to and want to be with both treated me like shit... one threw me off…

the two main people I did talk to and want to be with both treated me like shit... one threw me off a porch at the beginning of my pregnancy ...the other bruised my spine....one talked to a girl he told me was crazy the other came home with lipstick on his shirt... they may as well be the same person..I swear..