heart was racing a lot last night, whole body was red tinged. so i laid down and rested, woke up…

heart was racing a lot last night, whole body was red tinged. so i laid down and rested, woke up this morning to get ready for work and felt horrible, kept puking up white stuff and dry heaving. so i called in and went back to sleep. woke up again, coughing and sweating as well as my back is killing me. i feel miserable.

my boss told me that if i am feeling sick to call in because he doesnt want me sick at work. but now i feel so useless. i hate calling in even when i dont feel good. i dont call in often but when i do i feel so bad about myself.

so now i am laying in bed feeling like i want to cry surrounded by pillows because my body hurts so bad. im hungry but i know i will throw it up. ugh i wish i would feel better.