Feeling very emotional. I broke up with my ex fiancee before Zoey was born for her safety. After she…

Feeling very emotional. I broke up with my ex fiancee before Zoey was born for her safety. After she was born a lot went down with her dad and me..A few weeks ago I found out he back in jail. Well today I called now he in prison again. They said he gonna be in there awhile. The time they wanted him to do before was like 5 years but he got out sooner and back in. Even tho we ain't together and all I hate that for him I wish he would had changed for Zoey and us still be friends. I hate that for Zoey because she ain't gonna know who her dad is...and in the letters he wrote me he putting all the blame on me saying its my fault..I keep thinking of him being locked up and seeing him all them times when we was together being locked up makes me so sad!! I keep thinking of our memories together and all and all the memories he missing out on with our little girl :'( really sad but ik I did the best thing for my baby girl. Plz keep me in prayer to stay strong..