So tomorrow 4/20/16 Davids step dad, mom, and brother invited us over for a cook out. It going to be…

So tomorrow 4/20/16 Davids step dad, mom, and brother invited us over for a cook out. It going to be a bittersweet cookout. Davids brother Tony is getting shipped out Monday for basic training for the marines. Tony and I have had a very rocky relationship but I'm thankful he wants to celebrate this and have me involved in the celebration. I defiantly know I'm going to cry at some point because he won't be here to see his niece be born.(well she her right after she is born) I definitely know that is one person (the only person) I will actually get pictures printed out and sent to him through the mail since he doesn't get his phone back till "phase two" of basic training. We all have a strong feeling I will go into labor within the next day or so and I have never wanted to go into labor so bad before and the reason being I want him to be able to hold her before she is three months old. I'm very proud of him for going after his dreams and accomplishing them, but its definitely sad because he wasn't suppose to get shipped out till May 15th.