One week from tomorrow evening they will be getting me ready for my induction to take place on the…

One week from tomorrow evening they will be getting me ready for my induction to take place on the following day.. I should be excited it is close however I am in a deep depression right now and am trying my hardest to hold back the tears. It's hard not having my ex in my life and although we have decided to be civil to each other for our daughter it's still so hard not having him here for these anxious moments. As much as our relationship was toxic I still can't help but miss the comforting moments that we did share. 😨😰😥😭