I am dying inside...I'm completely overwhelmed right now.

I am dying inside...I'm completely overwhelmed right now.

I HATE night time.

It used to be my favorite time of day...I was a total night owl. Now, night time signifies all of my mental issues and with every sunset, comes new panic attacks, hardcore depression and anxiety. Have you ever wanted to just run away from yourself?

I wish I wasn't me...I wish I could go back to being that sweet, innocent little girl I used to be, before I ruined the life of the man I love more than anything. I seriously despise myself. I'm sorry if I sound emo, but it's the truth.