depression started settin in yesterday, had problems last night, now im back home and just cant get…

depression started settin in yesterday, had problems last night, now im back home and just cant get the energy to do anything and not excited about anything 😥 just wish my momma was here still. i see and here people talk so bad bout their momma or dad and cant help to think that neither will know my daughter cuz one legally cant and the other has been passed away for 13 years. my husbands family treats me as one their own but its really just not the same 😭 i just want things how they were before she died and before he got in trouble...happy, surrounded with love and laughter, and having my bestfriend beside me for everything