Don't get me wrong I love my SO (Idk why but I do) I really honest to God have no complaints sex is…

Don't get me wrong I love my SO (Idk why but I do) I really honest to God have no complaints sex is good, money is good, me getting what I want an my son getting what he wants is good him, always being around, he cooks, cleans, takes care of our son equally he's fun an funny but God there is just one problem I can't look pass an it's tearing us apart I literally hate him so much sometimes an he doesn't get it ...... the way he talks to me an his son is driving me crazy I'm not your homeboy your son is not a Niqqa an neither am I I'm not a bitch an if I am have respect to not say it in front of our son ..... our son is not fucking stupid or a fucking idiot he's not a bastard or a Moran or a pussy or a girl or a lil bitch or a sissy an is not retarded or a motherfucker (really hate that nasty word) don't get me wrong yes I cuss but Damn when I'm trying to teach him right or not to say bad things their you going teaching him it's Okay it's not funny an it really upsets me I don't want my son or daughter going around thinking that's okay I just want to cry because he doesn't care how he talks to us or how he comes off he doesn't feel like he needs to change an I just idk what else to do how can you be so emotionless when it come to us like your are the best at times but then you turn around an talk shit 80% of the time it's for no reason or I guess you don't know what to say but idk how to handle this anymore I just want to cry but he doesn't care I'm just a crybaby this is a constant battle am I wrong ? ugh I just idk