You can talk to your OBGYN. They'll set you up with someone to talk to. I don't think a good doctor would automatically lean towards medication, they'd normally set up counseling/therapy. They may even have free help at a clinic nearby. Try typing it into a search Engine. I hope you get the help you need sweetie, it'll all be okay. Also try to lean on your in home support.... If you have none, you can message me anytime.