Fell asleep around midnight, and I'm already awake. It doesn't help that my boyfriend is out of…

Fell asleep around midnight, and I'm already awake. It doesn't help that my boyfriend is out of town. And I just can't stop thinking about what the doctor told me yesterday. I just want my baby to be healthy and not have to go through any pain 😭 and I know its not my fault but I feel like it is cause I have it and its genetic. I just want to cry she's my baby girl and ugh this is not what I expected 😞