find out the gender today. ..I'm excited but I will cry if it's a girl...I want another boy, I'll…

find out the gender today. ..I'm excited but I will cry if it's a girl...I want another boy, I'll have to cope with a girl.....I like little girls, but I think jealousy might be my problem because the dad will be there 100% mines was not more there 10% of my life...we good now, but I wanted to be a daddy's girl, but I was grandma's baby....I use to envy my friends with dads...that's a bond my father and has never had....fingers crossed....wish me luck throw baby boy dust my way...