My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤
Baby girl decided it was her time before we could make our decision. Thanks for all your love and prayers. My little princess now became my little angel. 😭👶🙏👼
The doctor said yesterday in the ER that it was not impressive and might not be thrush at all :( it's not wiping away what do you girls think ?my poor baby I just wanna help her !!!!
My beautiful little girl went to be with God, her baby sister, and her uncle yesterday morning! I wish so badly that she was still here with me. She was my best friend and my rock. My beautiful sweet baby! My heart went with her! I will never stop missing you my beAutiful Hannah Nicole! Moms always trust your gut feeling and NEVER believe a doctor when they try to change your mind. My baby would still be here with me if the doctors just listened. She went to have a pik line put in which is like a simple IV but bigger. It involves anesthesia to be put in. Well I been begging the doctors to let her see a lung specialist for a week now! They kept saying no it's not her lungs it's her heart! Well they knew she was sick with a cold...I told them I felt it was more than that....they didn't listen and when they sedated her for the procedure they couldn't ventilate her lungs because she had phnemonia!!!!! And since they could only get one ventilated and not the other she's gone!!!! All because they did not listen to me!!!! Y'all she was perfectly fine before she went back!!! The killed her!!!!! And I feel like maybe I should have fought harder!!!!!!!!!! I knew it yalllll!!!!!!!!! I told them!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
My doctor said he would induce my labor at 38 weeks, if my baby girl still had growth issues and if the percentile dropped to 10 or less. Last thursday, it was 10 percentile, and he said if she didn't come on her own by 38 weeks, he would induce labor at that time. I'm 36 weeks 1 day today, he said my cervix was super thin, and 1cm dilated. Is there a possibility this can change... that my doctor will let her just come on her own? I don't want to be induced, i would much rather her come on her own when she is ready to come ! As much as I am anxious to meet her and have her home with me, those last few weeks of brain development and lung maturation means so much more to me! I'm hoping and praying that things turn around, and I don't have to get induced. I'm surely going to talk to my doctor about it Thursday when I go back.
