I'm so over this shit my bd just goes out side with his cousin anytime he wants and today was the first day that it felt good and I had plans to go on a walk but mfcas ain't care to ask they been gone for 4 hours 😴 then Ik he's gone come in her shower then game all night till around 5am then go to sleep I feel as if I'm not getting any help at all 😡