My bd and I are literally good for a moment and then he does something to piss me of and I'm cool on…

My bd and I are literally good for a moment and then he does something to piss me of and I'm cool on him our relationship is so complicated nobody understands it, it's ridiculous he's quick to blame my hormones lol... But Sunday at the baby shower will be the first time I'll be seeing him in almost three months (long story) but I'm so nervous to see him I always get butterflies when I see him but this is more like he's never seen me this big before lol but also I miss him so much...We FaceTime a lot so he see's me but I keep warning him lol but he never fails to tell me I'm beautiful regardless of what I may think 😊 I'll always love him...