Just keep your head up and stay strong. I know it may be hard but in the end its the best thing for you. My sister has been in a abusive relationship for 14 years. She believes she's worthless and can't do better, so she refuses to leave. Don't be like her because everyone deserves to be loved and treated the right way. You'll find a man that treats you like a queen. You just have to be patient and find Mr right.

thank you @ethemy1315 ... i needed to hear that. It sucks that the victims of abuse have to go through most of the pain:( He probably doesnt miss me as much as i miss him... ugh

My aunt is in an emotionally abusive relationship for 3 years and is just now leaving him. Because she realized it's what's best for her and what's best for their daughter.

Abusers will always be abusers just like once an addict, always an addict. Just because you miss him doesn't mean you need him. Moving on takes time. Don't put yourself in danger because you love him, because he obviously doesn't love you enough if hrs abusive whether it be mental, physical or emotional abuse. It's not right. Find a guy who will treat you the way you deserve.