just ended over a two year relationship.. might not be long to some people. but it was long for me. the best two years of my life with the man who gave the precious gift ever, my Delmar. so lost right now. feel numb. trying to stay strong in front of my son but I keep breaking down. he showed me what genuine true love is. always will have my heart. can't sleep either so i feel like I'm being eating alive. shit sucks