realizing I have too go back too work in June and not knowing if IMA have a babysitter, a RELIABLE…

realizing I have too go back too work in June and not knowing if IMA have a babysitter, a RELIABLE babysitter that I can absolutely trust with my baby. After hearing all the stories about how babysitters abuse babies , I don't F'ing trust not a soul but my mother and my oldest sister. I really don't know what's up with some of these babysitters now a days but they got life F'D up.