I'm at a very very low point right now. Everything seems to be falling apart. I haven't been so…

I'm at a very very low point right now. Everything seems to be falling apart. I haven't been so depressed in a very long time...I've spent the last few hours just staring at the wall and crying. Took a benadryl in hopes I can get a tiny bit of sleep. Goodnight mommas. Hope you all have a good day/night.