I hate having meltdowns with Steven over the phone but he asked me what was wrong and I can never…

I hate having meltdowns with Steven over the phone but he asked me what was wrong and I can never hide my emotions from him. he brought me home a doughnut to try to cheer me up and offered to send me to Nevada to visit my family and friends...not going to completely fix or solve the problem but he is sweet and wonderful. I just wish I could solve this easier.