my SO went out last night said he would be home at 12 but instead he had his friends texting me off his phone.. he knows we have bills due and with me on leave I thought for sure I could lean on him. we had a doctors apt this morning.for the baby my.fluids are low I really wanted him here but instead he's outside hung over after along.night and morning.with him fighting with me and making.me.cry I.feel drained and not.worth anyone's time.