we ordered her crib and dresser today.....but today the fetal specialist told me that she was still…

we ordered her crib and dresser today.....but today the fetal specialist told me that she was still too small and to expect her early. I feel like I'm failing her. I'm trying as hard as I can with my diabetes and apparently he's the only one out of all of my doctors that thinks my baby is in danger. and wants me to see HIM every week for "bio physical profiling" except I live 2 hours away and that's ridiculous. I feel like he's only trying to scare me so that every time I go he gets paid. my OB who works in my town said he could do my BPPs and he also has been seeing me regularly has told me that my baby is doing great and that she's right where she's supposed to be as far as weight size and physical activity are concerned. I'm just feeling stressed cause I don't know who's right. or who to believe.