I know its going to be hard at first but I'm gonna have to learn how to get over it. But you know…

I know its going to be hard at first but I'm gonna have to learn how to get over it. But you know what I'm so angry still with what my mom had said last night I really don't care at this point. If she wants to say what she said and treat me the way she did then fine, but don't be mad at me because I'm granting your own wishes of not being in K's life. The sad part is... this all started because instead of her going to the hospital with me (Davids mom had me go against my free will) or I should say her meeting me there she went to the same apartment complex as me and hung out with her "friend" (just another bitch that she can get pills from because as you guys don't know my mom is addicted to pills) and when I confronted her TWICE she got butt hurt...

okay what happened last night. I texted my mom and Davids mom to let them know I was having slight contractions and if they got worse and worse I was gonna go to the hospital because it was time, after texting with Davids mom she decided it would be best I go to the hospital (I will put that conversation in the comments) even though I denied she still came anyways. I called my mom to let her know that his mom was taking me and asked her to meet me there, she said she would. I got to the hospital around 11:15 and texted my mom at 11:21 asking where she was and she said on her way, when it hit 11:42 and she still wasn't there I texted her to see where she was because it doesn't take 20 minutes to get from her house to the hospital (its literally a five minute drive IF you hit all the red lights on the way) and she said shell be there in a few minutes she stopped to tell grandma because my grandmas house phone is acting up again and not working. I said well don't come because my contractions stopped so they're gonna send me home. She called me and I told her I would call her back when I got home (I was trying to get changed so it was hard to talk to her) I pulled into the apartment complex and seen my mom walking into her "friends" building (there is only one person in that building my mom sees which is why I knew that's where she was going) so I said wait, stop and his moms like what?! I said that's my mom, david go up to the house and take our bags in and wait there ill only be a minute, I was going to go into the building but decided no I'm gonna wait here, so I called her once and she didn't answer so then I called her again (at this point I'm hiding between two cars, hers and another) and she answered as she was walking out of the building and I said "wyd" she said nothing going to the store then I jumped out and said oh really that's why you're at Sam's house? and she got in the car and pulled out and drove away. Literally right then and there my dad texted and asked if I was okay I said yes he asked if I was home I said yes and he asked if my mom was at my house or if she was at Sam's house and I said she isn't at my house and that was it. I walk up to my building and am about to go in (david ran down to the first building where Sam lives to get a CIG from his mom so I waited outside for him) and when he gets there he says your mom is down there again, I said right now and he said yes so I go down again and ask what she's doing to see if she would lie and say she wasn't here. then told her I was coming down to be prepared. When I got there I went in and nothing was really said because some other dude ended up showing up and I didn't wanna start shit with a dude that has agun there so I left and went back outside, texted my mom and told her to come here. When she came outside I fl8pped and she's like I came here to let her know what's going on she was worried about you. I said well I don't know why you're telling people anything when I haven't had her yet, when I told you specifically that I didn't want to go but went because his mom begged. She's like well I'm sorry this is my first grand baby so I'm gonna be really excited and tell whoever cause I can't keep it in, and I said yes and this is my first baby and its my fucking wishes as to when I tell people ME not you! Then my mom texted me about 20minutes later and basically said she didn't wannabe in K's life because I played her and my dad tonight? I didn't even talk to my dad except what I said earlier in this post. Then she brought up some things that had happened before when david and I fought and it was the lowest thing she could have done which is why I will not let my daughter be in her l8fe anymore. I granted her wishes to come true. (My dad texted me and said thanks because of you she kicked me out and said its over) I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUTBECAUSE OF ME THEY ARE FIGHTING AND IM THE ONE TO BLAME

Sorry for the novel