After 6 weeks I finally did the deed and not trying to be Dr Suess here but I believe he planted the…

After 6 weeks I finally did the deed and not trying to be Dr Suess here but I believe he planted the seed 😤😩😭 I guess after 3 months without sex hubby was just excited 😂😩 I feel irresponsible though, if I get pregnant again I don't want to take away from Addy and put my baby at risk. The doctor said all of my pregnancies will most likely be high risk because of my health problems, and although I went into labor early, my body didn't take much of a hit. I gained 26 lbs and didn't have too many issues during pregnancy but I still feel guilty but I guess I'm just up late over thinking, ugh. 😩