Only 8+ weeks and I am really miserable. I hate the first trimester. I'm always sick and tired and I…

Only 8+ weeks and I am really miserable. I hate the first trimester. I'm always sick and tired and I feel like I'm not being the best mum I can be to my other kids because I feel so terrible. This is causing me to feel depressed and I'm not usually a depressed person. I dunno how much more of this I can take. So sorry for the rant. I never usually get into detail if something's bothering me but I feel so rubbish😢